Mom, I want to have a better relationship with you

robably a mother daughter relationship that used to break free in the first half of life,
and later to repair it.
So my mother and I never had a good relationship.
When I was a child,
I thought she was too strong,
and didn't like her usual habit of giving orders.
She didn't like her backward style of stick education.
She felt that she interfered too much with her life.
So very rebellious,
has been holding against the simple belief: I want to stay away from her.
When I was in junior high school,
I deliberately ran to school far away from home,
and on the pretext of good learning atmosphere,
I really didn't want to stay at home.
On the first day of school,
my mother sent me to the dormitory,
when new roommates in the face of my little finger,
I thin skinned not willing to her too much,